maybe if you stopped living my life for me
and background checking my every word
we would both live better lives

you know what. 

i really don't enjoy school. 

the end is just a car crash away

I held your hand listening to the monitors beep your life away,
watching the fading people in white cover there face.
I watched your tan skin fade to pure white
I felt the chill of the emotionless desire to save your life.
I stood by and did nothing,
they stood by drawing blood by the hour.
Your eyes grew heavy until they would not open,
every hour your breath grew sour.
They said you felt nothing
but you screamed for days.
They said you were at peace
but your body twitched and fumbled every which way.

girl with the glow stick heart

She played at night in the greenery of the silent fields,
Glowing above weeds, vines and shrubs that grew to her mellow hums.
She had a heart that cured wounds of the worse,
And sparked smiles that lit up the skies.
Her heart shown through the cloth that lined her blouse,
Making her bleed colors; warm, lovely colors…
She spun circles in forests leaving a trail of neon lamplight, 
Which not even crows could swallow.
She hadn’t a name, for she couldn’t afford such a thing,
But she acted as if she could.
The young beauty had a face painted over with freckles,
And ashen, cut up lips that were held up by her bony dimples.
Her hair untidy on her head was tied in emblem ribbons that fell to her shoulders.
The youth was a artistry hushed, 
Sealed in pale flesh that was nailed to her bones ruthlessly.
Her soul was as sweet as candy coated in sugar and
She used this to travel the world helping others;
For she was the girl with the glow stick heart...

falling in love in europe
totally cliche
but that cannot be helped

airports

Sitting in an airport 
where loves come and go 
where family values are subject to flight scheduales 
where words are more than sounds 
and when goodbye can mean an eternity


here, i watch
taking off and landing go so smoothly 
but what if they didn't 
would you know how much you mean to me? 


if i crashed into the sea 
would you know that my dying thought
was in your memory? 


how a second will bring us an eternity...
we will never know 
but when the world is so small 
that men can orbit the world in eighty days 
every second matters 


when i am next to you 
the world is lying in my hands 
my orb of loveliness 
i will not let you fade away. 

please

wait...
i didn't mean it...